Tears in the Dessert

The last two months have been dry and silent in my spiritual journey. When such an encounter is faced it behooves me.
1) I can't hear God
2) No rhemas are given
3) Prayers seem to be uttered in vain

Instead of running from the desserts and mourning the lack of fellowship ---perhaps its these times He is 'trying our reigns' and seeing what we're made of.

Prior to these two months I had sweet fellowship with my Love. A delight which I'd never known before and a passion for Him which no one could divert me from. Such a blessed season it was! I'd keep pinching myself to see if it was really real. It was a seasoned never trade for anything. For once I felt as if I was really walking in joyful fellowship with my Jesus. .

Then the dark clouds seem to gather slowly. The wind picks up and the skies closed off it's light. Darkness is the only thing which seems to engulf this planet of my soul. "Why!?" I cry out. Why is this taking place now? Where is the sweet fellowship whereof I drank from? 

There were wise words which were uttered to me during some of my darkest nights. Words which have stuck with me to today. Perhaps this desert wasn't my own doing but caused by another through poor judgment? But in the end it's still ours to reach out to a Greater Being for assistance.